FCKD up
I am a manic depressant
My brain is frazzled
I am not ever effervescent
There is no more for me to be dazzled at
My life is hidden under my hat
I can't even begin a start
At trying to be
As normal as any real person can see
There is nothing left in my head
But me screaming at me
I've been trying see you
And not to be me
But nothing seems to be real
All just seems to be a raw deal
My soul just seems to be empty
It has this massive hole that should have plenty
When I look deep into it
All I see is a bottomless pit